Gone

Never ever am I gonna forget

The ghosts of the past that trouble me so

You told me we were a team

You told me we were together

It was all a lie

A pityful sight wasn't I?

You carried my hopes 

And put a sheet on them

I thought im being comforted

Until you put the sheet on fire

I was burning in agony of your painful words

How easy was it to bait me

I cried, my sobs died inside

I was awake all night

And you snored like a pig

I wasn't myself i kept thinking I'm worthless

So easy for you to refute my existence 

You disapprove my decisions 

My actions my imperfections 

You don't like my attitude 

But its not my own

Its your reflection 

I'm done. I'm done obeying

I'm done waiting im done hoping

You are gone. You are here but gone

I want none of you anymore

I'll be gone soon too

Gone. For good.